i have new boyfriend! He is goodlooking and cute, funny, energetic, active, and sometimes do silly things, made me laugh a lot. His name is Evan. My little boy !
He is now my best companion 24/7. We do almost everything together. He'd be around me at all time.
When i do house chores, when i shop, even follow me to the bathroom.
Here, where there's no family, no nanny, nor maid, i have no choice but have to be very independent. Independent is not a new word for me. I like to be independent, i was an independent mature woman all along. But being independent as a mum is different story. it's hard! It's tiring, and sometimes frustrating!
So now that i got to take him everywhere i go, i get used to get him ready, put him in the car, entertaint him in the car while also driving, chase him around in the mall, put him in the shopping trolley and deal with every mood and tantrum he has. I took him to the park or beach and had fun play in the slide or swing or just walk where he would run happily chasing seaguls and sit down eat snacks.
Against all odds, have to say that i enjoyed every minute i spent with evan, in a good and bad day. Good day is when everything seems in place and we had lot of laugh together. Bad day is when he is somehow naughty like crazy, can not behave or i dont have enough patient.
